The way I are..

Sometime earlier in 2009, I had deleted all my Social network accounts, ditched my Blog, stayed away from my email id and Internet for a good measure...Was under serious depression then... November 2009 saw me undergoing similar phase.. but this time sense prevailed (more of a whack on the back head from a close friend) and I stopped myself from deleting any details Online... just stayed away from Twitter, which was turning into some form of addiction and blog... put on my invisible coat at Gtalk. Though I was online 24*7, I interacted with people rarely...

I transformed... From "D Rat" to "Ratzzz".. and the transformation didn't stop just there... Below Samples are from my very close friends.. S and V, sowwie

S: (After listening to me talking for half hour) I can't see the old rat.. You were never this selfish before..

Me: You don't love me enuf.. see my Mehendi didn't darken
V: That's because you don't love anyone

V: You are behaving like a turtle de.. you are out for a second and you disappear for ages...

ummm.. well I agree with them.. I was never like this before... I was afraid.. I didnt want anyone to know about me.. I became paranoid about revealing myself to even my closest of closest friends.. I shunned everyone out, well umm, Mom says i am like that since childhood... so no wonder there...

Why writing all this now... Coz I am saturated... I feel bored of being paranoid.. i feel irritated of the dread that fills me when I am jobless... I feel stupid at the loneliness that fills me now and then.. So a big STOP to all the stupidity... :D expect regular posts from now on... *fingers crossed* *uncrossed so that I can type*

Flickr survived through all this... no prizes for guessing my latest fixation :D

P.S : Ok I can notice the I's I used :D :D