Killer Moments...

All boast that the best time they ever had was their short stint at college....

What-so-ever... it’s not so for me... I black them out of my memory.... u can say hell will be lot more bearable to me.... wats physical pain compared to that emotional emptiness... was going through my CD collection of my 4 years at college.. a stupid thing to do.....

Those faces i wanted to forget came back leaping on me... all those close up shots rose myriad thoughts/emotions in me....

Yet tried to savour those moments, which kept me going thru those hellish 4 years.. But i came out void... now i wonder wat made me strong to keep going... May be this did the magic..


In Need of....

A new vision - Bread and butter.
A new step - Undeterred.
A new beginning - Prelude.
A new sunrise - Showtime.
A new challenge - Uninvited.
A new dream - Not recurred.
A new song - Unsung.
A new poem - Unwritten.
A new life - Redefined.

This Day Last Week...

Was Described by quite some persons.....

RJ - one who Spreads Smiles
SA - Happiness to many
GK - null_void
MJ - cute SH

And the ultimate...

PS - Joy with a touch of Terror...... Now thats something unheard of...

The Namesake Part - II

Yday, Me Sitting in this Training at our office, practically hiding myself from the faculty in the last row , to avoid questions...
Bingo... Faculty calls... This question will be answered by the girl in last row.. Ms. Banumathi....
Me Sees left and right to see who this new girl is, only to realize i am the only girl sitting there....
Now wait a minute.. i have been called many preposterous names.. but Banumathi was never one of them....

Eventually i slept over this and now ended up typing out this blog....

Mused over for a minute and started out pinging out all nick names, variations of my real name, unrelated names ppl like to call me and so on... DUDE the list was a hanuman's tail.. I should present this list to My parents.. After all they named me first, right.....

And List goes Like ... (read it in " The Oscar goes " to style..) not in any chronological order
  • Buji
  • Poochi
  • Bhai Badmini
  • Bhageera
  • Busy Bee
  • Minnal (Lightening)
  • Rats
  • Elee
  • Bags
  • Police
  • BS
  • Aashu
  • Sylvia
  • Chutki
  • Pagli
  • Vamp

And the Latest

  • Banumathi

:-) Now Keep Guessing My Real Name....

Big B

The more i get to know about Miranda Priestly the more i love my Boss.... hope he doesn't get to know about her.... Winksss


Little signs of Life....

I Breathe, therefore i am...
I Sneeze, therefore i am...
I Eat, therefore i am...
I Wink, therfore i am...
I Cry, therefore i am...
I Laugh , therefore i am...
I Smile, therefore i am...
I Hate, therefore i am...
I Love, therfore i am...

I LIVE , Therefore i am....

Call me wat-ever you like...

I still ....
...cross my fingers when i see a mail van
...believe something good's gonna happen if i see a pair of blackbirds
...search for a shooting star on a clear night
...make a wish before i blow out my candle
...tie yellow threads to the tree at local temple
...believe 5 am dreams will come true
...dread a broken mirror in my room

I am not bothered when my wishes don't come true,as i least remember them....


Call me wat-ever u like... i still keep going...

Lemony Snicket had his hand in my day...

woke up late by half hour....

almost burnt my hand with Boiling water....

burnt the bread, breakfast goes out of window...

spoilt the dress with melted butter...

stuck in lift for good 10 mins...

stuck in lift with Friends who had turned strangers...

missed the bus.... took an alternative












OMG....

Can it get any worse....wat a worst morning???

The Perfect....

  • you don't bother if your eyes are closed or open...
  • which reminds only about the person you are with
  • one which makes you smile
  • one that makes you jelly stomach-ed
  • which never fills u with regret
  • the one which makes u yearn for more of it...

The one thats leaves you as a turbid pond full of life...

Big Adventure....

Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company.. © Mark Twain

People living deeply have no fear of death. © Anais Nin

If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster. © Issac Asimov

I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting me is another matter. © Winston Churchill

He who doesn't fear death dies only once. ~~Giovanni Falcone

I shall not die of a cold. I shall die of having lived. ~~Willa Cather

Am I dying or is this my birthday? ~~Lady Nancy Astor

I am about to -- or I am going to -- die: either expression is correct.~~ Dominique Bouhours, French grammarian

I am a Queen, but I have not the power to move my arms.~~ Louise, Queen of Prussia

oh cut the crap.. u can as well go here and read the rest


"To the well organized mind, death is but the next great adventure." © Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore

My books are largely about death. They open with the death of Harry's parents. There is Voldemort's obsession with conquering death and his quest for immortality at any price, the goal of anyone with magic. I so understand why Voldemort wants to conquer death. We're all frightened of it. ~~ J K Rowling

Confused...


But, if it just sits in your living room,occupies your wardrobe, messes up your stuff, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realize that you had set it free...
wat to do with that.... Blink Blink Blink

My dil goes dhak dhak dhak...

yday had the one of those best days in my life... MJ called me at around 6.59 pm and says come downstairs i ll be there at ur apartment to pick u in 2 mins...

flashback # 1
me plans to get a 2 wheeler.
flashback # 2
me meets with an accident riding my Trendy 4 years ago. and phobic towards driving one

so flash forward... MJ, my best friend is sceptical about me driving one as i haven't touched a vehicle after the accident.. even if i ride with some1 else it ends up as a disaster.. (me shouting at every brake applied ,every speed braker crossed, every bump by a passing vehicle, and even if a bicycle comes closer than usual...)
So MJ wasn't giving me a green signal to get one... wat i wasn't sure myself..(me the girl who loves or is it loveD dirt biking, drag racing and other stuff..sighhhhhhhh)

MJ reaches apartment promptly in 2 min and off we go to d Just4her show room... on d way MJ was making me familiar with the roads and the area.... when we reached we went thru the catalogue, saw the model and Voila, MJ asked me to drive it....

Well hold it... mercy upon me... i havent touched a vehicle in 4-5 years and this guy is askin me to ride one in a busy road, peppered with govt. buses and erratic autodrivers... Please.. someone save me from this madman.....

No.. even after my begging, crying, shouting MJ is staunch to make me ride... so me starts the vehicle goes in less than 10 km/hr & gets a smack... :( then me accelerates goes on to 20 km/hr and voila forgot the controls & stopped in the middlie of d road... thank goodness the ppl behind me understood i am takin a test drive ...

me then patiently starts the vehicle, drove took a u turn and vrrrrooooooooommmmmmmmmm........

ya ya ya the old biker strikes back.....

by this time MJ was a bit tensed and was planning to send a search team for me... u see i was missing for 15 mins for a 5 min drive.... he he he.... me explains wat happd ..

MJ is satisfied and gives me a green wave.... me goes ga ga ga.... Bhagi is going to drive again....
hurray....

wat followed was a real treat to me...

me and MJ had stopped going out other than a chocolate or pastry for quite sometime now, owing to our tight schedules... nuts are cabins are next to each other at work... so MJ wasnt ready to drop me back at my flat... we were talking for an hour not noticing wr we stood and wat we wr talking... and then MJ asked me out to dinner , or was it vise versa coz i ended up paying the bill...

promptly we reach my favourite hang out, decide and order , voila the chef reads my mind delays our order by a good 1/2 to 1 hr... sweet nothings was wat that flowed btw me and MJ.... we shared wat-ever we ordered wen the food finally arrived... had a quality time after quite some months... then MJ dropped me back only after wen we were promptly picked up by the waiters and thrown out of the place... he he he.. happens everytime i go out...

late nite i called one was my friend's back home at was like ga ga ga over my ride.. the spoil sport's reply.... "u are getting a scooty, ??!! am i talkin to the girl who started biking at 5th std and outraced her father ???!!" :(

in btw, my state during the ride is wat d title of the post....

The Namesake..

Read this rhetorical in a blog while browsing....


"what do parents think when they name their children….do all names have meanings….and does the meaning in present or in future relate to the individuals character??"


well.. Jhumpa Lahiri came to my mind the very instant...
not just him.. several contradicting names flashed across.....
a blind person with a name Kanaayiraam( thousand eyed);
a beggar being named Lakhpati and so on....


so i set out on this noble mission...
  • my name first : BS - wow i never knew my name had so many meanings.. determined, will power, one who spreads joy, most beautiful lady, Consort of cupid


Now i don't know who accurate this is.... determined - yes to a point... will power - my father calls me overconfident, so it has to be true too... one who spreads joy - thats most accurate way to define me.... most beautiful lady - ahem ahem ahem.... consort of cupid - failure there , i am in no way a romantic.. wat not i spoil other ppl's romance SH...

  • MJ - the one with very few desires


mmm .. chalega... true MJ has very few desires... a bit sensitive and possesive.. but a real Sweet heart

  • PS - sacred, breeze


SACRED ??? PS??? no ways... hell will break out... this guy is a devil in disguise...
breeze - hmmm ya... being with him sure feels like being in a park with flowers, breeze and butterflies... ahemmmm

  • DKV - light, island, lustrous, lamp


Lustrous - ya his smile and laugh is a bit overshining... he is never an island.. u always find him surrounded by guys or girls... never both.. he maintains it that way( i am sure gonna get kicked for this)... Caring, full of energy is the way he shud be defined

  • PT - Delight


exactly... met him very few times but he is a real delight... never forgets to stun u....

  • PK - symbol


symbol?? in d sense model??? character- a big fat NO!!!! attitude - oh boy , yes yes yes... a DJ by birth(Trance freak) he is really an icon... will miss u PK

  • NaP - king of kings


i really dunno abt this... he always ends up being the court jester rather than a king... no not even close to a knight, least alone King og Kings... one sincere advise NaP
" if you want to say something
den raise ur hand and
put it over your mouth" ;-)

  • PV - cheerful


ten out of ten there... real cheer in anyone's life...

  • NiP - unconquered


errr.. wat to say... ya u can never conquer this girl... eccentric to the core and lost in her own world... i dont Know but even Jon Arbuckle can't think to her extent... he he he

Sweet Garri.. or is it lazy garri


i love it... u love it.. everybody loves it....
no no not that i hate Jon arbuckle, but wudnt date him even in my wildest fantasies.... Haan may be Garfield has a chance...