The Girl i knew...

D Girl i knew is no more... i tried hard to find her, all in vain.. but i am happy she is dead.. i didnt like her anyways....

i chanced upon some old birthday pics of my dear sister... D Girl was there in a couple of pics... she had d most awful expression... she was jealous of my darling sistaah... she didnt even smile i those pics... i am happy she is dead.. i didnt like her anyways....

Daddy showed me some videos... D girl was there all d time... she was sitting under a tree doing nothin.. she didnt try to help my Mom who was gardening... she didnt even budge wen mamma came toppling down from a hoist... i am happy she is dead.. i didnt like her anyways....

i went thru some old albums stored at my place... D girl was there again... she wore the most awful clothes in gaudy colors... it was so shapeless and disgusting... her hair lay limp with all those oil.... i am happy she is dead.. i didnt like her anyways....

Some relatives were recollecting old memories over coffee the other day... of course about her.. they said she never smiled or laughed out loud... OH! i am happy she is dead.. i didnt like her anyways....

Oh.. am i so happy... but wat i miss is her "Go figure attitude".. her might to climb any trees or walls before u blinked... her riotious life of being free and livin in her own world... but she is long dead... i didnt like her anyways...

So bye-bye D Girl i knew.. all tht is left is D Rat, who lives in d world of words rather than anything otherwise...

D Girl i knew died 7 years back and now is known as D Rat by all who know her...

I am happy she is dead.. i DIDNT lke her anyways

22 comments:

Amit said...

ah...this was nice n sweet...like it ...keep penning :)

do visit...keep in touch:)

cya..cheers
amit

How do we know said...

hmm... sometimes, we think we have died, but actually we have just morphed.. you never know..

Keshi said...

beautiful post Rat!

the GIRLS I knew died long time ago...Im a different GIRL now...and I know there will be many new GIRLS I'd get to know within me in future.

Keshi.

Mann said...

Well, I can see the D GIRL with "Go figure attitude".. is still there ONLY THE mode of MANIFESTATIONS of that attitude has changed!!

If she could not even budge when her momma came toppling down from a hoist, IT WAS BECAUSE "THAT ACTION WAS HAPPENING FIRST TIME IN FRONT HER EYES" SHE WAS AMUSED TO WATCHING THIS!!!

Mann

Arv said...

he hee.. this is a kewl way to say it :)

Dr Roshan Radhakrishnan said...

sometimes change is the best thing that can happen in our lives.. and the most silent event as well..

Vasu said...

sathiyama puriyala...!

Anonymous said...

Honest Honest comment, not to be taken otherwise please. And if not appreciated , just let me know, and I will stop.

The content of this post was awesome, it was touching, the way you said it was probably the nicest way.

But just one thing, the sms way of writing kills the essence of it all. When it's a regular post, a funny one, it's fine. But when it is something from the heart, this way of writing makes it look very very irrelevant and unemotional. You can say, it's your way, and it only matters to you. But frankly, I think, changing that one thing can bring so much more ;life to the writing.

Thanks for reading, and apologies if I offended you.

Ratzzz said...

@ AMit...

thanks buddy...

and i do visit ur page... u meddle with romance nicely

Ratzzz said...

@ HDWK

May be... i dunno :-)

Ratzzz said...

@ KEshi

YEah girl... i am sure we are bound to meet many more GIRLS and leave d old ones to die... :-|

Ratzzz said...

@ Mann

i dunno, i seriously dunno... But i can see u having much more faith in me than me... :-) love u for that

Ratzzz said...

@ ARv

he he.. thanks... i wud really want to call u da, but now i know u are so older than me that i have to stop.. :(

Ratzzz said...

@ Rosh...

true doctor true... but it hurts wen u note these changes...

Ratzzz said...

@ Vasu

un maramandaikku idhellam puriyadhu... PODAaaaaa

Ratzzz said...

@ Anon...

First thank u so much...

but seriously Anon, wen u are busy writing u hardly notice wat language u are using... frankly official mails are the only piece that i wait and double check before sending the send key...

anyways point taken and ll try my best.. :-) thanks again

and me not gonna swallow u up dear.. u can show ur face next time.. this Rat doesnt scratch anyone... :-)

enchantinganki said...

We like you in any and every way!

Ratzzz said...

@ Anki


awww... Love u baby

Anonymous said...

Hey, glad you took it that way! :)
But am a coward that way, :D will remain hidden! He he! And look forward to all your new posts!

WritingsForLife said...

I suppose sometimes we have to let go of something in order to gain something, even if it is a part of our own self.

The Rat said...

@ Anon...

Ha!!! so here by u are titled as "d secret follower of d Rat".. ha ha haha...

The Rat... said...

@Raaji...

True... no pain without gain huh!! :-(